This pregnancy seems like it has dragged out forever. I cant remember the feeling of not having a bubbly baby inside my belly or the ability to bend in the middle. I’m totally done. I’m lethargic, bored and stressed out to the max. For 9 months the only thing on my mind is being a parent for the first time. Now I am overwhelmed by life in general. I have so many thoughts in my head, so many ideas to make my life a success.
In the next 10 years I need to create a stable life for my family. And I cant sit wishing that it will happen all by itself. I have to be proactive with life and go and do things that I want to do in order to create this life. I have life goals that I have set out to complete in the next 10 years;
-Get a qualification in a usable skill/profession
-Get a job in that sector and climb the career ladder
-Buy a house
-Get married
-Create savings for our future
These things in my mind have to be achieved in order for my life to be what I wanted it to be. With a newborn and coping with the responsibility of a child at a young age makes these goals impossible but I am determined to make it, for all of our sakes.
As soon as it was announced that I was pregnant, no one seemed surprised. All assumed being a mother is all I would become.
But that is not me, I am going to make our family into something great. Starting with being proactive and making career choices for the future. In 5 years time, they will all look and stare, but for different reasons. For the fact that I have everything, a thriving career and a beautiful family. That is the day I have the last laugh.
The next couple of years is going to be hard, its going to be full of sacrifices and choices but I am determined for it to have the inevitable outcome of a life which I can call a success.
Today is the first day for the rest of my life, I am sad that it has taken 9 months for me to realise that nothing falls on your lap. I am the only one who can go and make it happen for myself. I am expecting my beautiful bumble bee YESTERDAY and I have been impatient to meet her. Maybe she’s holding out for her mummy to get it together and start the rest of our lives.
First step : Careers advice interview tomorrow……
Keep watching big things happening sooooooon.
Love to you all
Mummy Bee
Young Mummy Bee 